The American Dream, just like George Washington, is dead. Unlike George Washington, however, no one ever bothered to bury the American Dream. Instead of giving the dream a proper burial, we’ve stood the old lady up like a scarecrow, perverted her with makeup and a boob job, and then sat her out by the statue of liberty to mock incoming immigrants.
I don’t want to live in this skin anymore. I’m completely disgusted with everything about who I am.
I let myself get so far off track and now there’s an overwhelming amount of work to do. So many calories to restrict and hours to spend on the elliptical. Just thinking about it makes my heart ache. I want to curl up in a ball and cry.